Finally, the "bin chu" got extra inventory for my watermelon, papaya... apple... MEat... pork.. vigges... (manping?) LOL.
So SCARE... what-if i spolied the flower... what shit lar...
what is simulation?...
it's a tool that allow one to simulate the "what if" envoirment
I think i'll will need to simulate the time period i store the flower into the freezer, what will happen...
how long before i water the flower again is the optimal solution to make the flowers open nicely and stay as it look like.
what if i never water the flower, will it gong gong?
thus simulation is a good tools to test the effect of implementing something before you actually really do it.
then it can prevert me from doing the wrong timing of wataering the flower...
later have to wake up spanrkle water on it.
Fyp really make the whole team piss I guess, esp at this point of time, some members were like heading their own direction already...
Huimin... xin ku ni le....
Heart still feel some sense of guiltiness...
By making my own decision, chaning the fyp layout and send to school when the report I got on hand was actually not the updated one, imagine the sensation of fear I got when I realize I had send a wrong fyp report to school.
Cruse Myself, should have consult memebers before doing anything.
Hope that minor grammer things wont affect the final marking of the report.
FYP presentation coming soon, while ppt was like no heading now.
why we got such time as 4:30pm, we'll have to rush if the lesson ends at 4pm zzzzzzzz.
Thursday stay in school to start the ppt, over limit my day dreaming skill, everybody left, beside our fyp team (there are othes staying too, but not ins SM block..., like zizi team?)
after fyp, everbody's hungry, thus went to redhill to get some bite before I head to FLOWER world... dont know where is that place...
suppose to rush down, but dont feel like letting chufeng to ate alone, then went to eat with her (i also eat...)
by due to my time constriant, cf had to finsih her food quite fast, ahh, dont know what to say here...
but by the time i reaches the place, they already done the whole things, sumore I miss one bus stop, walk all the way back to find my friends.
earlier on, this morning, went to work since last week, forgot lots of thing and there seem to have many new faces there...
forgot to bring my wallet when went to work this morning... in the end i walk back to take again, and go back yishun mrt....
late...
what a kuku matter...
took me 30 min to traval, from home to mrt, mrt to home, home to mrt....
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
. . . . . . . .
LAST batch of UTs is charing their way into SM0308....
Had a bad day today...
first thing first,
had a war with the sleeping bug last night, Lost.
Mission Failed (studied GLM)
After the same old routine of walking during midnight, I bathed, hopping that it keep me awake to contiune my UTs, I must say, the devil in my body been training incredibly well, until the angels seem like a tiny ants infront of it.
devil:"c'mon, UT only... what's the big deal all about"
angels:"No, ms, listen, you must get better grade this time, else you'll see something awfully bad in your leo"
devil"shit lar, machia got a D in ur UT the school will f*** you to hell like that"
angels:" ........ "
devil:" stare what stare !! "
angels:" aww... I dont dare...@____@ "
that's it.
.................................ccc(,")
felt very worn-off when I reached school, this morning, 4 people had called me, 3 canlender alarm ring, and 1 alert clock bring me to school.
Stunnology.
My friends, guess she's tired, been sleeping late lately I think? notice she cought non stop during the UT, cant bring myself to write futher more.
Hope she is fine, becoz to make the matter worse, I did something that she detest, and I swear I can understnad how she feel because I had once, infact more than many once that I tried finding something and got some last minutes turn over... hard to explaint to boss etc... though not very same case.. but I seriouly dont mean it.
Was abit piss off with my friend... she always do things without thinking other's though.
kaoz.. say until so song... go call them yourself, i'm not your slaves who do the dirty job.
and some other things i dont wish to say lar...
lately, I felt that I mind others thing very much... dont understand why.
After school, went to meet tai and andy... then go to boon keng.
It's my frist time, been such places... I though everybody will be very sad.. or.. .. not sure lar.. whatever people can imagine.
have to tie red threat.. then let it go off itself... when we leave the place... and also not to greet byebye and stuff ...
go back yishun.. need to take a leaf... accompanny home and throw away...
didnt ask why all this is need to done.. but.. i'm curious..
will find out in the day...
night time is not a good time...
:: Le falto otra vez ::
Had a bad day today...
first thing first,
had a war with the sleeping bug last night, Lost.
Mission Failed (studied GLM)
After the same old routine of walking during midnight, I bathed, hopping that it keep me awake to contiune my UTs, I must say, the devil in my body been training incredibly well, until the angels seem like a tiny ants infront of it.
devil:"c'mon, UT only... what's the big deal all about"
angels:"No, ms, listen, you must get better grade this time, else you'll see something awfully bad in your leo"
devil"shit lar, machia got a D in ur UT the school will f*** you to hell like that"
angels:" ........ "
devil:" stare what stare !! "
angels:" aww... I dont dare...@____@ "
that's it.
.................................ccc(,")
felt very worn-off when I reached school, this morning, 4 people had called me, 3 canlender alarm ring, and 1 alert clock bring me to school.
Stunnology.
My friends, guess she's tired, been sleeping late lately I think? notice she cought non stop during the UT, cant bring myself to write futher more.
Hope she is fine, becoz to make the matter worse, I did something that she detest, and I swear I can understnad how she feel because I had once, infact more than many once that I tried finding something and got some last minutes turn over... hard to explaint to boss etc... though not very same case.. but I seriouly dont mean it.
Was abit piss off with my friend... she always do things without thinking other's though.
kaoz.. say until so song... go call them yourself, i'm not your slaves who do the dirty job.
and some other things i dont wish to say lar...
lately, I felt that I mind others thing very much... dont understand why.
After school, went to meet tai and andy... then go to boon keng.
It's my frist time, been such places... I though everybody will be very sad.. or.. .. not sure lar.. whatever people can imagine.
have to tie red threat.. then let it go off itself... when we leave the place... and also not to greet byebye and stuff ...
go back yishun.. need to take a leaf... accompanny home and throw away...
didnt ask why all this is need to done.. but.. i'm curious..
will find out in the day...
night time is not a good time...
:: Le falto otra vez ::
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
+.+.[k]ill me pls.+.+
Very Sophisticated "friendship"
what's friends for
are they always there when you need them?
Or...
they only can come out when they can make it...
I think little time spent on it will make someone feel better...
you were there when I was down,
despite I was feeling tired, your sms woke me up, I still, make my way to meet you
This, I call it friend, for i Know, yes.. from your voice.. that you are very tired yet you make the effort to come out that night...
Tonight, i too, do the same... thank for remember when you are down.
:: full stop ::
Back from a walk
Err... rather wired...
GLM, is a killer.... 73 pages of theory which I dont really understand... (haven finsih reading now...)
yet i'm here blogging... muahahaha
:: I'm going crazy crazy crazy juss thinking abt u lately ::
deep shit, I miss the lunch with my friends
:: Lost of words ::
awww wow, kelly singles cds is sure a hot one!
have to find 4 and more other outlets to get one...
oh my... was hopping to get some tix from kar poon, wei lian is who lei de, chey! shoo shoo
(no hard feeling for those who support wei lian)
:: kelly you must jia you!! you almost there!! ::
although i dont know you in person... muahaha...
:: aoww, the little girl below just simply too mouth-watering ::
(-____-;).........
........ccc(,") <<--- wormyz
what's friends for
are they always there when you need them?
Or...
they only can come out when they can make it...
I think little time spent on it will make someone feel better...
you were there when I was down,
despite I was feeling tired, your sms woke me up, I still, make my way to meet you
This, I call it friend, for i Know, yes.. from your voice.. that you are very tired yet you make the effort to come out that night...
Tonight, i too, do the same... thank for remember when you are down.
:: full stop ::
Back from a walk
Err... rather wired...
GLM, is a killer.... 73 pages of theory which I dont really understand... (haven finsih reading now...)
yet i'm here blogging... muahahaha
:: I'm going crazy crazy crazy juss thinking abt u lately ::
deep shit, I miss the lunch with my friends
:: Lost of words ::
awww wow, kelly singles cds is sure a hot one!
have to find 4 and more other outlets to get one...
oh my... was hopping to get some tix from kar poon, wei lian is who lei de, chey! shoo shoo
(no hard feeling for those who support wei lian)
:: kelly you must jia you!! you almost there!! ::
although i dont know you in person... muahaha...
:: aoww, the little girl below just simply too mouth-watering ::
(-____-;).........
........ccc(,") <<--- wormyz
Monday, August 22, 2005
Sunday, August 21, 2005
+.+[F]yp.+.+
Dont assume that it is your responsiblities that your friends around is around, they have to ensure they are alright too, it is their body after all.
dont take too much for friends who care.
so dead !
went to repair the acer laptop that my friend had borrowed me
Sat, acer close at 12pm, stunned, only find it out when it was already 1130?
damn, rush down to caught a taxi to reach there around 1205
Heng they still let me in, if not damn cb big case to me liao, cannot study ut canont do FYP.
cost me $80 dollar to repair,
$_$
pluse the taxi which took around $15
omg, I dont understand how they charge me, before 12pm is peak hour meh?
why the the taxi fare meter like jump 10 cent everytime I blink blink my eye, cant believe it.
think the uncle conned me, sure a asssssshole.
Told him I'm in a rush, he still drive lower than 60km/hr
my god, cant wait to whack him, throw him out of the taxi and drive myself
but i haven even pass my basic theory... T-T
after acer visit, was rather early thus call huimin up to meet her earlier.
went to jurong station, was thinking to take toward woodland or redhill is faster, look same to me though.
choose to took the redhill way in the end, went into the train and sit around 10min?
"all passagener pls allign"
!!!!??? what???
I actually took the wrong way, and eneded up at booy lay, and i didnt realise all the way until i reach there... wah lao...
make a u turn back then to orchard to meet huimin and accompany her to repari her stuff first.
as usual, all late for fyp meeting.. muahahaha...
while waiting for kg
already damn hungry, went to lido for lunch, damn ex.. pocket wana to blast soon.
Brough the mini Wall's Ice Cream cone, remind me of that time near bbdc, wanted to find one but fail to.
after that went to marine sq, to find kg and end up at the library in Eslanpde... (dont know how to spell that place name)
no charging point for our laptop, in the end, use pen and paper to discuss what we want to do for powerpoint since we also got no idea how to change the format writing problmes we had.
what's passive and active writting !!!
after that, send huimin off, shoo shoo.
kg and i, went to explore marine sq, then into giants then to the marine sq food court.
EAt again, the monely is kind alike the water flowing unstopped.
Brough pizzia, Fried kway tiao and carrot cake to share.
siited outside the food court to caught the nice night view
kg says he came there with geradline before, only 2 of them.
then geradline call me, wow piang.. stunned.
just mention only and she call liao LOL.
chat alot just now, coz food like abit too much? cannot finish carrot cake and fried kway tiao.
Have anyone wonder why we are like what we are now?
Disppointed, really, but zipped.
didnt know I cause.. but errrr.. haha it was past already...
:: the $0.99 juice at giant really worth it ::
though I think i went to toliet twice since home... awwww....either the coffee or juice or the dinning artz i had today had cause that.
dont take too much for friends who care.
so dead !
went to repair the acer laptop that my friend had borrowed me
Sat, acer close at 12pm, stunned, only find it out when it was already 1130?
damn, rush down to caught a taxi to reach there around 1205
Heng they still let me in, if not damn cb big case to me liao, cannot study ut canont do FYP.
cost me $80 dollar to repair,
$_$
pluse the taxi which took around $15
omg, I dont understand how they charge me, before 12pm is peak hour meh?
why the the taxi fare meter like jump 10 cent everytime I blink blink my eye, cant believe it.
think the uncle conned me, sure a asssssshole.
Told him I'm in a rush, he still drive lower than 60km/hr
my god, cant wait to whack him, throw him out of the taxi and drive myself
but i haven even pass my basic theory... T-T
after acer visit, was rather early thus call huimin up to meet her earlier.
went to jurong station, was thinking to take toward woodland or redhill is faster, look same to me though.
choose to took the redhill way in the end, went into the train and sit around 10min?
"all passagener pls allign"
!!!!??? what???
I actually took the wrong way, and eneded up at booy lay, and i didnt realise all the way until i reach there... wah lao...
make a u turn back then to orchard to meet huimin and accompany her to repari her stuff first.
as usual, all late for fyp meeting.. muahahaha...
while waiting for kg
already damn hungry, went to lido for lunch, damn ex.. pocket wana to blast soon.
Brough the mini Wall's Ice Cream cone, remind me of that time near bbdc, wanted to find one but fail to.
after that went to marine sq, to find kg and end up at the library in Eslanpde... (dont know how to spell that place name)
no charging point for our laptop, in the end, use pen and paper to discuss what we want to do for powerpoint since we also got no idea how to change the format writing problmes we had.
what's passive and active writting !!!
after that, send huimin off, shoo shoo.
kg and i, went to explore marine sq, then into giants then to the marine sq food court.
EAt again, the monely is kind alike the water flowing unstopped.
Brough pizzia, Fried kway tiao and carrot cake to share.
siited outside the food court to caught the nice night view
kg says he came there with geradline before, only 2 of them.
then geradline call me, wow piang.. stunned.
just mention only and she call liao LOL.
chat alot just now, coz food like abit too much? cannot finish carrot cake and fried kway tiao.
Have anyone wonder why we are like what we are now?
Disppointed, really, but zipped.
didnt know I cause.. but errrr.. haha it was past already...
:: the $0.99 juice at giant really worth it ::
though I think i went to toliet twice since home... awwww....either the coffee or juice or the dinning artz i had today had cause that.
+.+.[o]ut to Newton for dinner.+.+
How lucky I am, i was mention that i got a bad feeling for something going to happen, and it happend at night right away.
"sian man, anyway to loan another laptop?"
"why you want to do that, though you doing fine now"
"erm ya.. kind of okie.. i think"
(You know, i'm the kind of person, I dont wan to borrow something too long)
I am of coz, someone who dosent wan woment to pay for the things I want , not to mention borrow money from the girls.
but I broke my prinicple, when I met her.
She make me feel, girls can helps too, girls are buddy too, girls can share the problems too.
she is special, but that was last time already.
entering poly, I guess, nobody still follow the ways i do in secondary?
I thinks that is called ego? *sux*
was not feeling good at school, thus rush off once lesson ended on friday, meet jinlu home.
then rested few hrs before jy called to jio go dinner.
didnt feel like going actually, but it like not nice to reject at this point of time, I agree but told that I had to finish my quiz and rj BEfore i can go anywhere.
Pull myself out, walk the zombie style way out to the livng room.
to REALISE LAPTOP NOT WORKING !!!
wah lao..
can imagine I'm like the "ants at the hot pot"
damn stunned and anxious.
How to tell chufeng, spolit? not working? oh shit... in big trouble lor...
this cause me not wan to go out more, for I tried to seek some friends to help in my rj and quiz things.
I must say, It is really hard to open my mouth to ask for help...
i'm always like that...
in the end, lx helps me to do, must thank her alot :D
after NEWton supper, went back to yishun to rot at the usually place, watied mt to come and share some of his "lastest news"
ahhaha... link to kelly, must congatz her, almost won the finall stage already... soon.. her biggest dream is fullfiling.
how about with "her", think mt too excited to say anything when he saw us.
went home around 2am+
errrr.... didnt went online...
god... feel like a 100000000 years coz cannot get to chat with a friend
addicted to online chatting already =
-____-
"sian man, anyway to loan another laptop?"
"why you want to do that, though you doing fine now"
"erm ya.. kind of okie.. i think"
(You know, i'm the kind of person, I dont wan to borrow something too long)
I am of coz, someone who dosent wan woment to pay for the things I want , not to mention borrow money from the girls.
but I broke my prinicple, when I met her.
She make me feel, girls can helps too, girls are buddy too, girls can share the problems too.
she is special, but that was last time already.
entering poly, I guess, nobody still follow the ways i do in secondary?
I thinks that is called ego? *sux*
was not feeling good at school, thus rush off once lesson ended on friday, meet jinlu home.
then rested few hrs before jy called to jio go dinner.
didnt feel like going actually, but it like not nice to reject at this point of time, I agree but told that I had to finish my quiz and rj BEfore i can go anywhere.
Pull myself out, walk the zombie style way out to the livng room.
to REALISE LAPTOP NOT WORKING !!!
wah lao..
can imagine I'm like the "ants at the hot pot"
damn stunned and anxious.
How to tell chufeng, spolit? not working? oh shit... in big trouble lor...
this cause me not wan to go out more, for I tried to seek some friends to help in my rj and quiz things.
I must say, It is really hard to open my mouth to ask for help...
i'm always like that...
in the end, lx helps me to do, must thank her alot :D
after NEWton supper, went back to yishun to rot at the usually place, watied mt to come and share some of his "lastest news"
ahhaha... link to kelly, must congatz her, almost won the finall stage already... soon.. her biggest dream is fullfiling.
how about with "her", think mt too excited to say anything when he saw us.
went home around 2am+
errrr.... didnt went online...
god... feel like a 100000000 years coz cannot get to chat with a friend
addicted to online chatting already =
-____-
+.+.[h]e.+.+
I think he is confuess
I think he is helpless
I think he is tired
I think he is at lost
I think he is someone, who cannot be alone, although at times there is no choice to, he have to.
For example, work after school, I dont he like the idea of walking to mrt alone.
and I'm very sure he dont like the idea of knowing all his friend is going out to play while he had to work.
and of coz, he is mess up with the group of friend he should hang out with.
Pdp,U,G,fyp
sometime, have to divide some time for each and some of them
but the outcome is like, he had spend too little time with each group and ended up like, hmm words cant describe the feeling now.
and due to always working
life is so messy and =
while the good things is, he still got mp3 with him :D
I think he is helpless
I think he is tired
I think he is at lost
I think he is someone, who cannot be alone, although at times there is no choice to, he have to.
For example, work after school, I dont he like the idea of walking to mrt alone.
and I'm very sure he dont like the idea of knowing all his friend is going out to play while he had to work.
and of coz, he is mess up with the group of friend he should hang out with.
Pdp,U,G,fyp
sometime, have to divide some time for each and some of them
but the outcome is like, he had spend too little time with each group and ended up like, hmm words cant describe the feeling now.
and due to always working
life is so messy and =
while the good things is, he still got mp3 with him :D
+.+.[s]udden urge.+.+
The last two movies which I had caught, was with the same group of people, one was ghost train? cannot remember already, was quiet long time ago, it had been some time since I watch another movies at last wenesday with the same group of people, the pll from fyp team :D
Movies Watch:"dead of the LIve" (think so, didnt know what the movies was like and was rushing into the theatre like no people business already)
huimin cannot make it, cherly stay back to accompany her friend, left kg me and chufeng who we suddenly had the urge to caught a movies while walking out of rp near the bus stop, "dead of the live" was suggested.
someone:"let's caught the one at clementi, it's cheap"
(Mins later..., reached clementi)
the gang start their "journey to the west"
kg lead the way to clementi theatre, reached there to find out that the show we wanted to watch was no listed, disappointed, though we going to miss the movies session.
not willing to give up, we call some of the friends to check the listing at where we can go
ivan helps us to check the place, ha! thank man!
jurong had one listing which is 7:15pm, at that point of time was 6:30
sometime, we are just too typical singaorean, as we know our consession left one last trips, all of us decided to take bus just to save the last consesssion we have.
guess what? we took the wrong bus in the end, and it lead us into jurong industrial partk?
take a beatiful tour in there around and round, as we watch the time stepping nearing to 7:15, our hopes was once attaked again.
Guess we reached jurong library bus stop 7:15pm, though chufeng and kg wana drop the ideal of watching that movies,
they ran out of suddenly when we are halfway up the hill toward the mrt station into the jurong centre instead.
despite late for 15min, all of us still brough the ticket and rush into the threate, was my first time watching movies at jurong, so lame.... it's actually loacted at the ground floor... so wu lu one... -___-""
and oh wow, i though only korean movies loves to make their customers wondering what's going to happen next in the ending part, well, "dead of live" got no ending as the zombime contiune their way to do their s thing and the so called "hero" drive away.
that's so lame for a ending part.
Movies Watch:"dead of the LIve" (think so, didnt know what the movies was like and was rushing into the theatre like no people business already)
huimin cannot make it, cherly stay back to accompany her friend, left kg me and chufeng who we suddenly had the urge to caught a movies while walking out of rp near the bus stop, "dead of the live" was suggested.
someone:"let's caught the one at clementi, it's cheap"
(Mins later..., reached clementi)
the gang start their "journey to the west"
kg lead the way to clementi theatre, reached there to find out that the show we wanted to watch was no listed, disappointed, though we going to miss the movies session.
not willing to give up, we call some of the friends to check the listing at where we can go
ivan helps us to check the place, ha! thank man!
jurong had one listing which is 7:15pm, at that point of time was 6:30
sometime, we are just too typical singaorean, as we know our consession left one last trips, all of us decided to take bus just to save the last consesssion we have.
guess what? we took the wrong bus in the end, and it lead us into jurong industrial partk?
take a beatiful tour in there around and round, as we watch the time stepping nearing to 7:15, our hopes was once attaked again.
Guess we reached jurong library bus stop 7:15pm, though chufeng and kg wana drop the ideal of watching that movies,
they ran out of suddenly when we are halfway up the hill toward the mrt station into the jurong centre instead.
despite late for 15min, all of us still brough the ticket and rush into the threate, was my first time watching movies at jurong, so lame.... it's actually loacted at the ground floor... so wu lu one... -___-""
and oh wow, i though only korean movies loves to make their customers wondering what's going to happen next in the ending part, well, "dead of live" got no ending as the zombime contiune their way to do their s thing and the so called "hero" drive away.
that's so lame for a ending part.
+.+.[P]ersonality TEst.+.+
How do you eat fried eggs?
Here is the analysis:You are logical, smart and inventive. It's okay for you to make people think that you are a little self-centered. You just focus on what you're doing.
Your Sixth Sense
Your Sixth Sense Score: 33%
You are too strictly on track. You life is hardly out of control hence, you will neither be very successful nor suffer from failure.
What Would You Do?
Do you have a chance with the one you love?
You have had chances but you let them go without taking any risks.
In any case, if you don't make any efforts to meet people, no relationship is going to get started.
Toilet Test
Here is the analysis:
Quiet and pensive, trying to get everything perfect will slow you down, frustrate your co-workers, and cause you to miss good opportunities.
The Eating Test
Here is the analysis:
You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.
Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you shut people up and take charge. You can go to a movie by yourself. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others. You are angry at your parents but you can't change them.
You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. You love sports.
What's in the picture?
Here is the analysis:
The most important thing in your life is a person you like.
The type of friends that you want is talkative.
Out of This World
This test indicates your attitude towards your present situation in life.You may not be so happy with your present situation. However, you think you can still get by.
Jealousy Test
Jealousy Level: 50%
You harbor hidden feelings of jealousyYou easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"
Peeking Through a Hole
Here is the analysis:
When communicating with the one you like, you think you know him/her, but sometimes you're not sure.
A New Plant
This test indicates your attitudes towards your parents.You don't want your parents to interfere with what you are doing.
The five-question personality test
Here is the analysis:
Your ideal mate is gentle and sweet.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
Success or failure, that's no big deal. You don't care. That's your attitudes towards success.
You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
Be more rational, and try to control your emotions.
How to tell someone that you love them?
YOU NEED A THIRD PARTY
You have no idea at all about how to tell the one that you have fallen in love with. It's safe to say that asking a friend for help is your best solution to get started.
The Third Eye
Here is the analysis:It takes you a long time to develop your relationship and fall in love with someone. Once you love, you will love with all your heart, sincerely and forever.
Ice Cream Cone Test
Here is the analysis:
You are always willful and most of the time you are a stubborn person. However, you love to work with others and are quite honest, which makes you good to get along with as a friend or lover.
How attractive are you?
Not BadYou are not much attractive to the opposite sex. However, you still have something so special, which makes them like to get along with you.You are an honest person and have a unique way of seeing things. Your friends see you as a quite friendly person.
The secret of the fourth coin
Here is the analysis:It would be very difficult for you to fall in love with someone. But when you love, honesty is your first priority. You are an emotional person.
Which animals do you like most?
Here is how you prioritize certain aspects of your life.More important matters come first on the list below:
Love
Family
Career
Pride
Money
Here is the analysis:You are logical, smart and inventive. It's okay for you to make people think that you are a little self-centered. You just focus on what you're doing.
Your Sixth Sense
Your Sixth Sense Score: 33%
You are too strictly on track. You life is hardly out of control hence, you will neither be very successful nor suffer from failure.
What Would You Do?
Do you have a chance with the one you love?
You have had chances but you let them go without taking any risks.
In any case, if you don't make any efforts to meet people, no relationship is going to get started.
Toilet Test
Here is the analysis:
Quiet and pensive, trying to get everything perfect will slow you down, frustrate your co-workers, and cause you to miss good opportunities.
The Eating Test
Here is the analysis:
You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.
Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you shut people up and take charge. You can go to a movie by yourself. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others. You are angry at your parents but you can't change them.
You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. You love sports.
What's in the picture?
Here is the analysis:
The most important thing in your life is a person you like.
The type of friends that you want is talkative.
Out of This World
This test indicates your attitude towards your present situation in life.You may not be so happy with your present situation. However, you think you can still get by.
Jealousy Test
Jealousy Level: 50%
You harbor hidden feelings of jealousyYou easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"
Peeking Through a Hole
Here is the analysis:
When communicating with the one you like, you think you know him/her, but sometimes you're not sure.
A New Plant
This test indicates your attitudes towards your parents.You don't want your parents to interfere with what you are doing.
The five-question personality test
Here is the analysis:
Your ideal mate is gentle and sweet.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
Success or failure, that's no big deal. You don't care. That's your attitudes towards success.
You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
Be more rational, and try to control your emotions.
How to tell someone that you love them?
YOU NEED A THIRD PARTY
You have no idea at all about how to tell the one that you have fallen in love with. It's safe to say that asking a friend for help is your best solution to get started.
The Third Eye
Here is the analysis:It takes you a long time to develop your relationship and fall in love with someone. Once you love, you will love with all your heart, sincerely and forever.
Ice Cream Cone Test
Here is the analysis:
You are always willful and most of the time you are a stubborn person. However, you love to work with others and are quite honest, which makes you good to get along with as a friend or lover.
How attractive are you?
Not BadYou are not much attractive to the opposite sex. However, you still have something so special, which makes them like to get along with you.You are an honest person and have a unique way of seeing things. Your friends see you as a quite friendly person.
The secret of the fourth coin
Here is the analysis:It would be very difficult for you to fall in love with someone. But when you love, honesty is your first priority. You are an emotional person.
Which animals do you like most?
Here is how you prioritize certain aspects of your life.More important matters come first on the list below:
Love
Family
Career
Pride
Money
Monday, August 15, 2005
The 7th mth, Fyp and.... novena square and united square
Went to wait jr after work today, was told to wait at united square, but I never been there before....
Jr:"reach novena already you follow the sign thing or what lar.. will reach there one"
Ok lor.. i went.
REach there, walk out of mrt station I saw a vv v vv v v vv tall building, and i'm not wrong i saw "UNITED SQUARE"
then i cross the road then go in...
then stroll stroll stroll, jr call me...
ok..
find..
meet him at 1st floor...
then go down to basement from there.....
THE MRT IS THERE!!!! my god!!
and I actually walk out of mrt station, took around and cross the road to go united square when I can actually walk up from mrt station ????????????
by the way.. i though that was united square...
wana go find a place name fuzzy billes? cannot remember... erushi say it beside subway, but i cannot even locate subway lor...
so i'm at novena square eh...
(I think so?)
zzzz........
Sumhow, I got this eerric feeling this month, a Lot of things need to look upon to, been influence too much by my mother? Dad thinks that's crap and I didnt see him praying this time round.
"everybody doing well except you"
yah... you are right.. I'm uselss, then why feed me so big for what, you'll regret, from the day I dont like to hang out in coffee shop, till I go and help you every weekend (when my friend always went out) till I get myself a part time job.
I still remember the crash birthday cake and the scolding you gave me.
YOu like to bring up the past, so do I. I am you in the end. (you created me)
"nowaday is not like the past"
of coz, i agree with you, that why I pick up a part time job, plus I cut down into havles.
is that not enough?
How can you compare them with me, they are doing full time, I'm not
You say they cant make it, then what make you think that I can make it?
You are another "her", who never say when you are unhappy.
you say I'm cold blooded (had you even though why I dont wan to visit?)
you never.
You say I forgot and act like nothing happen, how much you expect from a person that are struggling at his school work/ personal stuff / and life daily?
YOu too, forgot mine, dont you feel shame to bring it up and scold me.
I told you I dont have, you scold me.
now, you ask me have anot, of coz I say I have, then what, give you another chance to scold me ah, siao.
Think I bugging someone too much recently. :s
Hui... msn me... update some of the fyp things...
suddenly, got a feeling like I'm standing at a very high hill.. with e stronge wind blowing toward me, then a stone threw at me.
*cock*....
@_@...
Like suddenly a ray of light shine upon me...
huimin look so bright...
each and every words she type, is like pulling me up from the well
(yaya, she is talking about fyp, but i'm thinking about another thing that why I got this feeling)
Everybody suddenly very chiong on fyp, which LIke i'm totally lost?
I abit cant caught up.
Had been living zombie kind of life since that incident?
:: what's the time now ::
Jr:"reach novena already you follow the sign thing or what lar.. will reach there one"
Ok lor.. i went.
REach there, walk out of mrt station I saw a vv v vv v v vv tall building, and i'm not wrong i saw "UNITED SQUARE"
then i cross the road then go in...
then stroll stroll stroll, jr call me...
ok..
find..
meet him at 1st floor...
then go down to basement from there.....
THE MRT IS THERE!!!! my god!!
and I actually walk out of mrt station, took around and cross the road to go united square when I can actually walk up from mrt station ????????????
by the way.. i though that was united square...
wana go find a place name fuzzy billes? cannot remember... erushi say it beside subway, but i cannot even locate subway lor...
so i'm at novena square eh...
(I think so?)
zzzz........
Sumhow, I got this eerric feeling this month, a Lot of things need to look upon to, been influence too much by my mother? Dad thinks that's crap and I didnt see him praying this time round.
"everybody doing well except you"
yah... you are right.. I'm uselss, then why feed me so big for what, you'll regret, from the day I dont like to hang out in coffee shop, till I go and help you every weekend (when my friend always went out) till I get myself a part time job.
I still remember the crash birthday cake and the scolding you gave me.
YOu like to bring up the past, so do I. I am you in the end. (you created me)
"nowaday is not like the past"
of coz, i agree with you, that why I pick up a part time job, plus I cut down into havles.
is that not enough?
How can you compare them with me, they are doing full time, I'm not
You say they cant make it, then what make you think that I can make it?
You are another "her", who never say when you are unhappy.
you say I'm cold blooded (had you even though why I dont wan to visit?)
you never.
You say I forgot and act like nothing happen, how much you expect from a person that are struggling at his school work/ personal stuff / and life daily?
YOu too, forgot mine, dont you feel shame to bring it up and scold me.
I told you I dont have, you scold me.
now, you ask me have anot, of coz I say I have, then what, give you another chance to scold me ah, siao.
Think I bugging someone too much recently. :s
Hui... msn me... update some of the fyp things...
suddenly, got a feeling like I'm standing at a very high hill.. with e stronge wind blowing toward me, then a stone threw at me.
*cock*....
@_@...
Like suddenly a ray of light shine upon me...
huimin look so bright...
each and every words she type, is like pulling me up from the well
(yaya, she is talking about fyp, but i'm thinking about another thing that why I got this feeling)
Everybody suddenly very chiong on fyp, which LIke i'm totally lost?
I abit cant caught up.
Had been living zombie kind of life since that incident?
:: what's the time now ::
Saturday, August 13, 2005
........
in ogni modo... Didnt sa che verrete qui, ma. Ho ottenuto così tanto dirvi che a volte. ma foste busy o voi suono come non chiacchierata di wana di più. sapete, conoscete mio everthing già, ma soltanto conoscete il ur pochissimo..., al lato di uno a che non posso dire, coz se l'opinione, l'amicizia non può là più. non pallido questo accado neanche... ma mi dico, come controllare la vostra propria sensibilità... è giusta là voi sa che. che cosa posso fare ero... a advoid che osserva ed il contatto... il tasso di avervi più contatto sta rendendo me più triste ogni giorno, quando mi rendo conto che conosco un differente voi. Il didnt I sa siete sempre una tal persona fino a qualcosa... coz I benchè molto carefree e felici andiate fortunati. ma dirò alla u che everthing, se non dico mai sono becoz ritengo che se dico... gradisce non vi preoccuperete troppo molto. allora dite il liao anche come sprecando il tempo... si ricorda di dico una volta, noi comunico di meno già... esso becoz non pallido penso troppo, qualcuno mi ho detto cadere l'idea... poichè ero troppo in ritardo... come gli io suppongono per conoscere che cosa media, il didnt di I chiede, coz io lo spaventano sono danneggiati... ma già sono danneggiato che... smusso il explaint ritengo, tatto giusto come appendere esterno e non a casa da solo... più successivamente. io potrebbe avere raduno su voi tutto, ma io si trova e va elsa dove il coz non pallido vede voi = pen
+.+.[L]i manco così tanto.+.+
1) I don’t know
2) Cannot avoid
3) I though
4) I tell everything
5) Drop the idea
6) Don’t understand
7) Already broke
8) Lie
9) Stay away
10) See 24hr
11) Chat more
12) Don’t wan you to stay away
13) Don’t wan to be too kpo
14) Not dao
15) You wu Hui
16) Miss a lot
17) Your Back view
18) Cannot control
19) Same human being
20) Let me be
:: Li manco così tanto :( ::
2) Cannot avoid
3) I though
4) I tell everything
5) Drop the idea
6) Don’t understand
7) Already broke
8) Lie
9) Stay away
10) See 24hr
11) Chat more
12) Don’t wan you to stay away
13) Don’t wan to be too kpo
14) Not dao
15) You wu Hui
16) Miss a lot
17) Your Back view
18) Cannot control
19) Same human being
20) Let me be
:: Li manco così tanto :( ::
Friday, August 12, 2005
+.+.[s]i bei Gong lar...+.+
God, Just remember what happen this afternoon, after lunch, forgot to take my wallet, later realised it's with manping, though hp with her also, but she say she didnt take it
first thing come into my mind
"oh shit, left hp in the container"
(take key from cm then go back to container)
while I step into the container
(Leg too short, I feel something at my pocket...)
ji gou li yi xia....
yuan lei hp at my pocket sia....... si bei gou li wor...
damn peisei
after school, all zooom home, then daydreaming abit at classroom muahahahaha...
(miss the day when we slack after school, gb or what)
sian..
I want leh.. but sound so gay... If i know, i would have pack my thing and char bo already
but waited meow,cm,js,sam,jeff to leave
almost late for work... wait for them just to walk down to bus stop....
grrr....
Today staff meal still ok... chili chick and mushroooms
marous? is it spell this way? must eat more mushrooms.... grow talll grow tall and not side way...
(You know, the game character, who eat mushrooms to gain power or taller or bigger, forget already... muahaha)
more n more people calling me name at CA,
i actually respones to them when they call me marous..
-______-''
Irene:"marous, now what?"
me"huH? what..."
aloy:"wah liew... you still go respones them"
muahaha... jin gou li yi xia...
jin mei ... muahaha....
got Hui wei msg recently...
scarly later ask us go back to work... muahahaha...
:: 365 Days 24hr 7 day per week, just for you ::
first thing come into my mind
"oh shit, left hp in the container"
(take key from cm then go back to container)
while I step into the container
(Leg too short, I feel something at my pocket...)
ji gou li yi xia....
yuan lei hp at my pocket sia....... si bei gou li wor...
damn peisei
after school, all zooom home, then daydreaming abit at classroom muahahahaha...
(miss the day when we slack after school, gb or what)
sian..
I want leh.. but sound so gay... If i know, i would have pack my thing and char bo already
but waited meow,cm,js,sam,jeff to leave
almost late for work... wait for them just to walk down to bus stop....
grrr....
Today staff meal still ok... chili chick and mushroooms
marous? is it spell this way? must eat more mushrooms.... grow talll grow tall and not side way...
(You know, the game character, who eat mushrooms to gain power or taller or bigger, forget already... muahaha)
more n more people calling me name at CA,
i actually respones to them when they call me marous..
-______-''
Irene:"marous, now what?"
me"huH? what..."
aloy:"wah liew... you still go respones them"
muahaha... jin gou li yi xia...
jin mei ... muahaha....
got Hui wei msg recently...
scarly later ask us go back to work... muahahaha...
:: 365 Days 24hr 7 day per week, just for you ::
+.+.[F]1 buttom...+.+
Do not hesitant to press F1 when you need to, someone is always there.
:: Cant get my sleep... ::
:: Cant get my sleep... ::
+.+.[.]....+.+
"you eat so little?" - she
"yaa, nothing much to eat" - He
"here, take the chicken" - she
"you eat chicken rice you pass me chicken, then you eat what" - he
"nvm, got the taste can already" - she
(................................................)
Later, she got to know a new guy...
(suppose to have a night gathering, she missing in action becuase she is dating with the new guy, yes, forgot about the night gathering)
"why you never turn up that day" - he
"oh... I though it was late... thus didnt meet up" - she (she lie... as she is with him that night)
What's the main key point of the story?
::Watch too much tv already... ::
"yaa, nothing much to eat" - He
"here, take the chicken" - she
"you eat chicken rice you pass me chicken, then you eat what" - he
"nvm, got the taste can already" - she
(................................................)
Later, she got to know a new guy...
(suppose to have a night gathering, she missing in action becuase she is dating with the new guy, yes, forgot about the night gathering)
"why you never turn up that day" - he
"oh... I though it was late... thus didnt meet up" - she (she lie... as she is with him that night)
What's the main key point of the story?
::Watch too much tv already... ::
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
+.+.[w]ork work.+.+
Been working at CA for 1 mth already, but work is still the same everywhere you go, never expect that you will find a place that you really happy to work at, it's how you balance the people you dislike, the work level etc
that's very thoughul of her, she know we never ate the food (coz the staff meal really sux)
it was baked rice that day, but when i reached there... left only rice..
"what you are waiting, faster go eat, if not later no time to eat already"
me:"aww.. i see the meal i dont wan to eat liao =\"
she also know the bake rice cannot make it ...
"then you want sandwice? i gif you money"
aiyo.. i'm only a worker leh... how can so choosy :P...
of coz i say i dont wan lar.. dispite i very hungry arhaha... -___-
then she also bo bian...
but then... later on.. i think she request the the kitchen to cook some food for those who haven ate the staff meal.
wooot.. spice me up :P nice...
public holiday, sure alot of customers lar... but not as heavy as in eve holiday.
cannot imagine i stand at the ice cream coner the whole night... (too slow.. =\)
then later karen come find me... what the hell, you scare to go home alone...
i though she so good come fine me go home together... chey
but good that she still will come look for me, muahaha..
but work was abit delay ... sorry lar... think you wait around almost 3hr? =
but then got zheng zhong and me acc you home (although reach yishun only)
muahaha... but i dont understand why there is a need to scare to go home alone =
wooooot, saw zheng zhong sia.. didint expect he stay contact with karen...
how a person change when entered army, voice change, the look also change abit, more men LOL... more mature.. more fit... ^^
not bad not bad... muahaha... entering NS soon also... >_<
I bola lar... die liao.. sure kana the first 3 mth..
hear that my batch = mono intake = xiong batch
but there is 3 different batch into the army, june, sep and dec ?
*Pray hard*
I DONT WANT MONO INTAKE!!
:: Papaya,Dumpling,spice me up ::
that's very thoughul of her, she know we never ate the food (coz the staff meal really sux)
it was baked rice that day, but when i reached there... left only rice..
"what you are waiting, faster go eat, if not later no time to eat already"
me:"aww.. i see the meal i dont wan to eat liao =\"
she also know the bake rice cannot make it ...
"then you want sandwice? i gif you money"
aiyo.. i'm only a worker leh... how can so choosy :P...
of coz i say i dont wan lar.. dispite i very hungry arhaha... -___-
then she also bo bian...
but then... later on.. i think she request the the kitchen to cook some food for those who haven ate the staff meal.
wooot.. spice me up :P nice...
public holiday, sure alot of customers lar... but not as heavy as in eve holiday.
cannot imagine i stand at the ice cream coner the whole night... (too slow.. =\)
then later karen come find me... what the hell, you scare to go home alone...
i though she so good come fine me go home together... chey
but good that she still will come look for me, muahaha..
but work was abit delay ... sorry lar... think you wait around almost 3hr? =
but then got zheng zhong and me acc you home (although reach yishun only)
muahaha... but i dont understand why there is a need to scare to go home alone =
wooooot, saw zheng zhong sia.. didint expect he stay contact with karen...
how a person change when entered army, voice change, the look also change abit, more men LOL... more mature.. more fit... ^^
not bad not bad... muahaha... entering NS soon also... >_<
I bola lar... die liao.. sure kana the first 3 mth..
hear that my batch = mono intake = xiong batch
but there is 3 different batch into the army, june, sep and dec ?
*Pray hard*
I DONT WANT MONO INTAKE!!
:: Papaya,Dumpling,spice me up ::
+.+.[Y]our ....+.+
"muz be professional ok"
"work is work then personal affair is personal affairs"
"DOn;t delay ur report just becoz of ur sentimental feeling"
You are the one who encourage me to make a speech, now you are the one again.
haiz
did guiling gave a gd bye kiss just now? omg.. or my eye playing trick to me... muahaha
:: still not... ::
"work is work then personal affair is personal affairs"
"DOn;t delay ur report just becoz of ur sentimental feeling"
You are the one who encourage me to make a speech, now you are the one again.
haiz
did guiling gave a gd bye kiss just now? omg.. or my eye playing trick to me... muahaha
:: still not... ::
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
+.+.[H]istory is repeating.+.+
I dont understand...
why there is a need to hide it from me?
same... totally same.. just like what you did last time,
I was with you, but you lie to him
Is it disgrace to let others know I'm with you?
You go out with them.. you say lar... why say you go out with your firend? as if I dont know who they are.
:: Dont think too much ::
why there is a need to hide it from me?
same... totally same.. just like what you did last time,
I was with you, but you lie to him
Is it disgrace to let others know I'm with you?
You go out with them.. you say lar... why say you go out with your firend? as if I dont know who they are.
:: Dont think too much ::
+.+.[p]ain through the night.+.+
Totally shag, Fyp report jam too much (anybody wana have bread for breakfast? I got jam... take all you want...)
Meet 10am in the morning, as usuall all late... beside chufeng (lmao, so shag this team) When we finally meet up, went to national library to check it out the book, that we found on our last trips, that time only scan through the book and though it will give me great help, in the end, dont even understand what the book is telling about and waste the whole evening at the library doing other area of report writing, it should be, more or less finish on my part, left the phasing which I dont understand the book and i cannot draw much example to show them.
haiz...
Ate alot yesterday, from morning we ate the yong tou fu.... then later when we finish our fyp, went to ate kong tou laska... then go to CA to eat again.. wah liu.. pocket burn... >_<
while eating the laska, chufeng face very red.... think she cannot eat chili eh.. (anyway she throw the chili to my bow already...thus the laska suppose to be not that spicy.. yet her face still.... LOL)
kg also, make the lips more obvious only lor...
ahh.. speaking of him... remind me of what he did last time..
(sometime ago.. during fyp.. we "da bao" our food to classroom...)
auntie mary sense something wrong, hence she did her routine check.
All of sudden, kg place all the buns and drink infront of me and he act like he's busy doing something elsa, then auntie mary came in and saw all the food infront of me (when my rice was half insert into my mouth)
auntie mary:"you again!"
that 's it.. i'm screwed
what kg say later...
"it's better to have one suffer than 2 suffer right?"
kaoz... nice one...
after laska, went to meet ah lu and gay, went to marine sq to find them to realise they are queneinga at CA already... oh wow, forgot that it was eve of public holiday, so many people queeing there.
omg.. I cant help it but to say, she is so wired to me... wired wired wired girl... @#$%
aww.. yaya.. cute lar cute lar...
after that, went to caught fire work.. but i think we stand the wrong spot, can only hear the sound only..., so dead so dead.
Raached home, stomach feel some "kick" after jia jia liang teh down the stomach.
woke up twice just to go toliet.... BOMB!!
but infact I woke up 5 time if i'm not wrong...
(...............................................)
:: I dont understand ::
Meet 10am in the morning, as usuall all late... beside chufeng (lmao, so shag this team) When we finally meet up, went to national library to check it out the book, that we found on our last trips, that time only scan through the book and though it will give me great help, in the end, dont even understand what the book is telling about and waste the whole evening at the library doing other area of report writing, it should be, more or less finish on my part, left the phasing which I dont understand the book and i cannot draw much example to show them.
haiz...
Ate alot yesterday, from morning we ate the yong tou fu.... then later when we finish our fyp, went to ate kong tou laska... then go to CA to eat again.. wah liu.. pocket burn... >_<
while eating the laska, chufeng face very red.... think she cannot eat chili eh.. (anyway she throw the chili to my bow already...thus the laska suppose to be not that spicy.. yet her face still.... LOL)
kg also, make the lips more obvious only lor...
ahh.. speaking of him... remind me of what he did last time..
(sometime ago.. during fyp.. we "da bao" our food to classroom...)
auntie mary sense something wrong, hence she did her routine check.
All of sudden, kg place all the buns and drink infront of me and he act like he's busy doing something elsa, then auntie mary came in and saw all the food infront of me (when my rice was half insert into my mouth)
auntie mary:"you again!"
that 's it.. i'm screwed
what kg say later...
"it's better to have one suffer than 2 suffer right?"
kaoz... nice one...
after laska, went to meet ah lu and gay, went to marine sq to find them to realise they are queneinga at CA already... oh wow, forgot that it was eve of public holiday, so many people queeing there.
omg.. I cant help it but to say, she is so wired to me... wired wired wired girl... @#$%
aww.. yaya.. cute lar cute lar...
after that, went to caught fire work.. but i think we stand the wrong spot, can only hear the sound only..., so dead so dead.
Raached home, stomach feel some "kick" after jia jia liang teh down the stomach.
woke up twice just to go toliet.... BOMB!!
but infact I woke up 5 time if i'm not wrong...
(...............................................)
:: I dont understand ::
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Untittled 3
Back to somewhere i use to hang out last time, I saw my ex-boss, he seem to be not happy... i think he know what i did... he will alway smile to me when i saw him.. and chat awhile.. but that day... he never say anything...
the others? just look at me with that kind of betrayer kind of eye to me... dont know why, but it seem that im in wrong this time..
went to find shoes after that.. very very very tired.. esp still have to carry the laptop... but friend ask me go home... but very sian lor.. friday nite leh.. go home... siao boz... so i insist following them go shopping.. zzzz
then take mrt home... the ride like never ending.. too tired already..
becoz of some stupid question I asked, my friend is having trouble now... and it may dramatically change something... I hope that wont happen... or I'm so dead... :( hope everything go smoothly... misunderstanding this kind of thing.. is very chim... haiz..
HOpe... you ........
:: Im not that kind of person you think ::
the others? just look at me with that kind of betrayer kind of eye to me... dont know why, but it seem that im in wrong this time..
went to find shoes after that.. very very very tired.. esp still have to carry the laptop... but friend ask me go home... but very sian lor.. friday nite leh.. go home... siao boz... so i insist following them go shopping.. zzzz
then take mrt home... the ride like never ending.. too tired already..
becoz of some stupid question I asked, my friend is having trouble now... and it may dramatically change something... I hope that wont happen... or I'm so dead... :( hope everything go smoothly... misunderstanding this kind of thing.. is very chim... haiz..
HOpe... you ........
:: Im not that kind of person you think ::
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Transparency
Suppose to have a Pri school gathering today, cancel last min due to bzness of everyone.
Sian... though I could caught up with them since I miss the last gathering that was like 1 year ago...
Nvm, there's alway next time :)
"you like that" .... - someone
"I oso feel not nice you know"... - somone
"coz I dont know how to cheer you up" ... - someone again...
how many people could actually understand how it is feeling right now.
I felt that we shared lot of same feeling and experience.
Tell me then, is it childish to think this way, or had I being too selfish or too "think I know you well" kind of person?
I felt that I was like a clown infront of ....
becoz .... never tell me before ... , Yes.. this kind of thing... of coz we wont go around telling people... what I dont understand was... why... I was make not known, while .... knows .. and it weeks ago matter already... so I was acting like a pest to you is it? Am I bugging you every night... I felt wired when ... didnt msn me... didnt got ur sms too...I took the Initiative to msn and ask... what I get back was...
"nth lar..." ...
"it's ok :D" ...
"no worries" ...
but on the other side... you write differently...
"where got tell everyone ....."
but why ... knows.. I dont know....
again.. i say.. feel like a clown.. infront of ...
suddenly, I felt that, knowing some time... dosent make the matter.. but how close are you with your friend.
Yes you may know .... for yrs.... but there is a barriers within it..
soo... to you... i am only "everyone"... and not that "someone"....
I though I know you, but I was wrong for others know more
Dont you understand and feel what I'm experience ,I felt that, there is such barrier in myself to talk to you more.
I got feeling one... I will sad too, I will of coz............. tooo, but everytime I wana trEAt you any nicer.. you will like avoiding me, I dont know if it me being too sesetive or what...
but this had happen year ago, and now I have this feeling again.
You dont understand how i feell...
haiz...
if not becoz of .....
why would I mind so much on how you judge on me and the things you say on me.
Why I sms you everynite... coz i wana caught up with you
chey..... childish...
maybe it is...
but hey... that's how I feeling now
Cant you treat me better... like you treat ....
:: Cant we be just more than friend ::
Sian... though I could caught up with them since I miss the last gathering that was like 1 year ago...
Nvm, there's alway next time :)
"you like that" .... - someone
"I oso feel not nice you know"... - somone
"coz I dont know how to cheer you up" ... - someone again...
how many people could actually understand how it is feeling right now.
I felt that we shared lot of same feeling and experience.
Tell me then, is it childish to think this way, or had I being too selfish or too "think I know you well" kind of person?
I felt that I was like a clown infront of ....
becoz .... never tell me before ... , Yes.. this kind of thing... of coz we wont go around telling people... what I dont understand was... why... I was make not known, while .... knows .. and it weeks ago matter already... so I was acting like a pest to you is it? Am I bugging you every night... I felt wired when ... didnt msn me... didnt got ur sms too...I took the Initiative to msn and ask... what I get back was...
"nth lar..." ...
"it's ok :D" ...
"no worries" ...
but on the other side... you write differently...
"where got tell everyone ....."
but why ... knows.. I dont know....
again.. i say.. feel like a clown.. infront of ...
suddenly, I felt that, knowing some time... dosent make the matter.. but how close are you with your friend.
Yes you may know .... for yrs.... but there is a barriers within it..
soo... to you... i am only "everyone"... and not that "someone"....
I though I know you, but I was wrong for others know more
Dont you understand and feel what I'm experience ,I felt that, there is such barrier in myself to talk to you more.
I got feeling one... I will sad too, I will of coz............. tooo, but everytime I wana trEAt you any nicer.. you will like avoiding me, I dont know if it me being too sesetive or what...
but this had happen year ago, and now I have this feeling again.
You dont understand how i feell...
haiz...
if not becoz of .....
why would I mind so much on how you judge on me and the things you say on me.
Why I sms you everynite... coz i wana caught up with you
chey..... childish...
maybe it is...
but hey... that's how I feeling now
Cant you treat me better... like you treat ....
:: Cant we be just more than friend ::
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
I wish I could...
Cmi..
I'm really not good in putting my though into words... wanted to say something but worried that resulted negative reply, looking so sad, wanted to talk more, but never reply, hope it will be fine as time passes by... and pls come talk to me, if you need to or I will feel that I'm bugging you instead.
Anyway... saw a kids while on the home ealier on, I was listening to MP3, thus I didnt really able to listen what he has say, but what I know was, he kept ponting at me, damn mofo, how I wish I could WWF him infront of his mother plus a smack down OT.
Why... why.. everybody look so stress up, is it becoz UTs keep chasing after us or is there other reason behind it.
Haiz...
Good news, I just got my pay from the new cafe job, well done :D worth 300 buck.
but it was all contributed to bill payment and I left $0 cum I still need to take some money out to finish off the small amount.
saded.. there goes my first pay...
didnt sleep well last night anway, slp around 2am+ but woke up at 7am (which usually I'll wake up at 9 or 10am)
sms meow.. asking if she going to school... coz I need to return her something, but she ask me to keep it for my own use.. How I dare to use it again after hearing some "advice" from ah tai... , he just give me the freaking feeling.
Reached school around 11am, found myself stoning in the classroom for 1hr before everybody came, fyp report writing was jammed, thus some of us suggest that we head to national library to find some resources for ourselves. Huimin borrow consession card from kg while chufeng borrow from cherly... how clever they all... free tride to bugis...
Huimin says bus 111 can reach bugis, ok, we hop it on, to realise later the last stop was at suntec... duhz... then we head city hall mrt to bugis... finally, we found the place, but again, to realised that all the book we need could not be borrow out, no one have a cash card with them either... in the end... went back to school empty handed.
Duhz... wasted one whole day... then do abit editing in fyp report before studying Human Factor engineering stuff... goash.. I'm a slow learner.. spend so much time just to undersand some basic SI unti things... but I think I forget some of it already.. later go read up abit again..
cover some of the calculation.. but...
(the story is always like that, you though you know the calculation already but the next time when you do the UTs, it's totally different, and you will curse yourself why didnt you study more to ensure you know what the questoin is asking and not like, assuming some value and plus and - .... like what I did for my last UT and they gave me a present... yah.. A big big big.. D ... saded)
Pretty tired.. and finally abit better now... haha.. that's good =
:: forever tired one.... ::
I'm really not good in putting my though into words... wanted to say something but worried that resulted negative reply, looking so sad, wanted to talk more, but never reply, hope it will be fine as time passes by... and pls come talk to me, if you need to or I will feel that I'm bugging you instead.
Anyway... saw a kids while on the home ealier on, I was listening to MP3, thus I didnt really able to listen what he has say, but what I know was, he kept ponting at me, damn mofo, how I wish I could WWF him infront of his mother plus a smack down OT.
Why... why.. everybody look so stress up, is it becoz UTs keep chasing after us or is there other reason behind it.
Haiz...
Good news, I just got my pay from the new cafe job, well done :D worth 300 buck.
but it was all contributed to bill payment and I left $0 cum I still need to take some money out to finish off the small amount.
saded.. there goes my first pay...
didnt sleep well last night anway, slp around 2am+ but woke up at 7am (which usually I'll wake up at 9 or 10am)
sms meow.. asking if she going to school... coz I need to return her something, but she ask me to keep it for my own use.. How I dare to use it again after hearing some "advice" from ah tai... , he just give me the freaking feeling.
Reached school around 11am, found myself stoning in the classroom for 1hr before everybody came, fyp report writing was jammed, thus some of us suggest that we head to national library to find some resources for ourselves. Huimin borrow consession card from kg while chufeng borrow from cherly... how clever they all... free tride to bugis...
Huimin says bus 111 can reach bugis, ok, we hop it on, to realise later the last stop was at suntec... duhz... then we head city hall mrt to bugis... finally, we found the place, but again, to realised that all the book we need could not be borrow out, no one have a cash card with them either... in the end... went back to school empty handed.
Duhz... wasted one whole day... then do abit editing in fyp report before studying Human Factor engineering stuff... goash.. I'm a slow learner.. spend so much time just to undersand some basic SI unti things... but I think I forget some of it already.. later go read up abit again..
cover some of the calculation.. but...
(the story is always like that, you though you know the calculation already but the next time when you do the UTs, it's totally different, and you will curse yourself why didnt you study more to ensure you know what the questoin is asking and not like, assuming some value and plus and - .... like what I did for my last UT and they gave me a present... yah.. A big big big.. D ... saded)
Pretty tired.. and finally abit better now... haha.. that's good =
:: forever tired one.... ::
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